past and present.
12/7/11 04:46 amWe used to always be so random and silly. Always happy. Always talking to each other. Best friends that looked out for each other and did practically everything together (at least as much as the internet would allow). Now everything is so serious. You talk with no emotion. I never know how you feel. Light remarks can be taken as something entirely different. The slightest comment can change our mood from happy to sad in an instant. I just want you to be happy. For us to be happy together. Why is it so difficult? Is it too much to ask for us to get by without any tears or hurt feelings?
I'll try my best, I really will. But I can't do everything by myself. I need support. Comfort. Reassurance. But that's too much to ask in my position. I have to be strong by myself. I have to stand on my own two feet and move forward with the world against my back. I have to be strong no matter how worn out I get. I have to make do with what I have and just keep moving forward.
I'll do my best to earn your love. To earn your affection. I'll try to be someone you're proud of. Someone you can't be without.
I just want us to be happy together.
"I want to be the girl he's scared to lose... The one who he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him... The one who he can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one that he hears... The one he wouldn't know what to do without... The one he can't even picture being without..."
I'll try my best, I really will. But I can't do everything by myself. I need support. Comfort. Reassurance. But that's too much to ask in my position. I have to be strong by myself. I have to stand on my own two feet and move forward with the world against my back. I have to be strong no matter how worn out I get. I have to make do with what I have and just keep moving forward.
I'll do my best to earn your love. To earn your affection. I'll try to be someone you're proud of. Someone you can't be without.
I just want us to be happy together.
"I want to be the girl he's scared to lose... The one who he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him... The one who he can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one that he hears... The one he wouldn't know what to do without... The one he can't even picture being without..."